"Change is the only constant", they say. When I first became acquainted with this quote I couldn't help but to agree completely. Stagnation can never actually last in this world, I feel; we either move up or down. Even when nothing is done, it will eventually lead to either a good or bad. Even when nothing is felt, change is occurring. And it scares me how fast and how much change can occur. Be it a situation, a person, or anything that changes. But honestly, how much a person can morph him or herself into something almost entirely opposite of what he or she actually was, is probably the most terrifying. Maybe it's just me, but whenever I notice a change in someone, I would feel all uncomfortable in my insides because I couldn't register this new trait the person has. Change is always happening, but the transition is not, at least not always. The mental adjustment that I had to make is like trying to roll a huge boulder out of a pathway. Guess I'm a tad slow when it comes to emotional-related issues as such. Everyone is changing. And I haven't had the time to catch up with all the changes everyone has made. I can't even catch up with myself; I can't figure out why I've changed so much, especially within these few months. My emotional self is taking on a roller-coaster ride and it never seems to stop, or pause for that matter.
Think I really need to sort my thoughts out.
