From now, it's another 4 schooling months before I can unofficially get out of my shithole. And I can't be bothered in putting in any effort to glue everyone back together again; we're all like broken pieces of a vase that would still have cracks even if we are all put back together. Ultimately it's not a team effort, it's individual work. No one will give a shit abut each other eventually. Nowadays I question my existence in that place, stuck with some of the most self-centered, insensitive and individualistic people. Sky-high goals and targets have gotten into many people's heads, this I am starting to see, and which I am so darn sure of. And honestly I don't fit in and I don't feel like I belong. I can't say with my whole heart that I am proud of where I am supposed to belong. This is how I really see it and this is how I honestly feel. Yeah this is not 100% true but I guess no one can disagree too right?
I might just get a few more haters with this post, that is if anyone of my targeted audience is reading this. Who cares anyway, I am washing my hands off this matter.
Should I just privatise my blog? It's seems to me like I'm just typing out my own thoughts to myself.
Sigh can I wake up tomorrow and feel immediately better already?
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