I need motivation. I need a drive to get my ass moving and begin my hard labour to at least produce decent grades for this MYEs. For now nothing entices me more than just slacking, which I have been doing for the entire weekend. How fruitful. The carefree feeling is really good, but it makes me a teeny weeny bit guilty now. Wait, honestly I also have no idea what I'm guilty for. When I actually think through it, I don't believe that I can actually sit down the whole day in front of a mountain-high stack of books like many of my current classmates can. I mean, studying is so dry, it makes me sick after a long while. Maybe it's because I have short attention span + low brain stamina + etc. No doubt I like to learn new things, but it doesn't really equate to have a liking to study. That just sounds wrong.
It's less than 10 days to my first paper. I'm really praying that I can pull through this. I have to start now I must I must I must!!! Shall think about my post-MYEs self-rejuvenation plans/celebrations to push myself to get cracking. Oh gosh I feel like some kind of a weirdo but whatever.
I must start this week right!
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