Wandering

I'm at such a loss right now I don't even know what to do. The 7-day ordeal has passed (and thankfully not as painful as I had braced myself for it to be) but here comes another giant: SIP decisions.

To put it in simple words I'm stuck in a dilemma, probably the biggest one in a long time. I mean even choosing my JAE wasn't this difficult. 3 years vs 20 weeks are two different stories. 

It's either A or B, left or right. So so so lost. And the feeling sure sucks. Big time. Kinda feeling desperation/frustration/sadness all in one right now. Heavy-hearted and all. 

I didn't even want it to be this way in the first place. Why do we have to go on internship again? Man I don't even wanna think anymore. I really really really really really really need help sigh :(

God would you help me?