So much more

It's really one of those moments where I'm all "I'm made for so much more than this".

By this I meant the studying life.

Just straightened out the list of to-dos that have been chucked aside in my brain and wrote them all down in black and white. Truth be told what I saw scared me a lot. And instantly I can feel this pang of stress  kinda banging my head awake. I mean look at all my deadlines woah. Tutorials after projects after assignments after reports and yada yada.

There's one thing that Uncle Viren had said to me, something I would never ever forget: "You know when you look back, you won't remember the days where you sat down to study study study. The memorable days would be those that you enjoyed, so just enjoy your days of being a youth. Think about it."

I did. And I figured that what he said can probably be summed up in these four letters: YOLO. True enough I don't exactly and consciously remember the past efforts that I've put in in my studies, but more so on the times where I've had fun and doing anything else but living the typical, obedient Singaporean youth lifestyle - studying.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to study. Man, there is so much more to life than this.

Ah I know I'll regret my words someday in the future but honestly can I just flip my books now?