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I don't understand why. Why such things are happening, why some are behaving the way they are behaving, why do all these things happen to me - all these uncertainties. So much tears and pain and heartbreak in all of these. And it just have to happen each time, again and again. Why? Even the unthinkable happened. How can it happen? Why would you have the heart? Where did you find it in your heart to do it? Do you not even have an ounce of a conscience to consider what you did? Or what you said? I don't know if you mean what you said but you know, if there were two lines to "crossing the line", you would have crossed the second one. Why the anger? Why the threats? Why not the love? Why not the care? Why not use a soft and tender heart to deal with this entire situation? So much I don't understand, so much tears I can continue to give.

But you know what? I will continue to trust in Jesus Christ my Lord and my God because I know that I know that I know that He will bring me through this all and victory will come.

I will press on.