Hell no. I mean, I don't approve of it. Especially when it's an addiction. It ruins lives. Cigarettes included. It's a straight no for me. Never gonna marry a drug addict or an alcoholic (if I ever tie the knot) even if my children are gonna be superstars in the future (i.e. Rihanna). Lol that's too far a thought but still, no way. Never gonna smoke a cig or pick up heroin and definitely not too much drinks.
After today I'm pretty certain I won't attain any As for my mid-years. My only hope is E Math but even then, what are the chances anyway? All my results are like garbage. Chinese Os are in what, 11 days, and my MYE grade is an all-time low. Great, I tell you, just damn great. I'm not gonna try DSA again, even if I have to drop some of my subs. I had never been so unprepared for exams before and obviously I can't expect any good results coming out of this crap. I know I can do so much better but I think I deserve this for not putting in enough effort. I deserve all my Bs and Cs and the papers that I failed. They're like a slap in the face man, a tight slap to wake the shit out of me. And honestly I think I just scared myself. I mean like how the hell did I slip so freakin' much?
Right, I am such a letdown.
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