What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them

Motivation cannot last me as long as my lunch can. I guess I need to be slapped for that.

I've been thinking a lot nowadays, like I always do. But sometimes I will just lapse into daydream mode in class and think about whatever I can think about. There's just so much in my mind. It's like an ongoing whirpool of thoughts just whirling around in circular motions moving up and down where I can just randomly choose one and then move on to another. It's so messy I don't know how to begin to organise it. Nevertheless I like to think, a lot. Or daydream for that matter. It kinda makes me feel better after I bring my head back down from the clouds, though it's not always positive thoughts. My mind is the craziest place to be in. It's like Alice in Wonderland.

Coming back down to earth - cold, harsh reality.